I have been completey stressed out these last few days and today. I feel like I am at the edge of a nervous breakdown. With everything going on I felt as if I was losing my grip on the controls of my life. I just sat down after a trip to the food co-op with my vanilla chai tea latte and a bowl of organic Strawberries. I feel renewed. What is it about good food that can feed not only the body, but also the spirit. I will make today a good day!

Our cat Truman is crazy. I think he has lost his mind. He likes the new house and procedes to run full speed back and forth across the house sliding into walls. (We have terra cotta floors) He also keeps trying to climb up the jackets in the closet to try and swat the drawstrings. Truman is part siamese so he has the well known siamese meow. For those unfamilar... think a crying baby. We likes to awaken us at 5 am with this. He constantly need attention. He will bring his toys over and dro...

As my previous blog shared, my new city stole my car. I just got back from the impound lot, where I was tenth in a line of people that also had thier car towed due to street sweeping. Those assholes damaged my car. The broke my drivers side mirror, and sctached up the passesnger side of the car. And what do I havd to do? PAY THEM. I am going to court to fight the ticket which is $30, but I can not get back the 140 impound fee, or the cost of all the damage they did to my car. We ha...

Right now I am fuming, This afternoon I left my new apartment to go to an appointment and lo and behold my car was missing. Calls to the police station and impound lot went unanswered. Finally 3 hours later I speak to an actual person and find out the stupid city of Minneapolis towed my car! Bastards.... The reason: Street cleaning. Now I like clean street as much as the next person. But how am I to know when they clean the streets. 1) I have only lived here 2 days. 2)They posted absolutly...

This week Jaysen and I begin a new adventure... we are moving to downtown Minneapolis! We are moving to an awesome building that was built in the ealy 1900;s, and was a huge hotel. Their is really cool architecture, and huge ceilings. Although my sister says the common hallways remind her of the shining.... WE love our new neighborhood, it is such a drastic change from living in the suburbs our whole life. Instead of farm fields and lakes, we see the Minneapolis skyscrapers. The culture of...

Yay I am finally in the top fifty! My rank is 48 as of now..... Its about damn time!

My husband tool me to the driving range today to learn a little about golf. Now I have never golfed in my life ( with the exeption of putt putt). It was really fun, first being able to spend time with my guy, especially doing somthing he enjoys. We ussually do what I want, but I have to stop getting my way all the time. My exciting drive of the day was 120 yards. Now I know this isn't great, but as my first time I felt proud! I really had fun, it seems like a good way to relax... Now ...

I had a really nice Friday with my dad. We drove up north to our cabin to turn the water on, and set up delvering for re-roofing supplies. We drove around, had a little afternoon lunch and turned back to drive home. On our way home we stopped at Albertville Premium outlets. We spent a few hours there looking for deals and just browsing. It was so fun. My dad loves shopping as I do, so we are excellent shopping partners! I had such an awesome time with my dad.... In fact I think it will ...

I am super pumped for the apprentice tonight! I really hope Kwami (sp?) wins, although Omorsa keep screwing him over. Now I am not a violent person, but I wan't to punch her in the face. She is so irresponsible and such a damn liar. She ruins everyone that comes in contact with her. If Kwami does not win, it will largely be based on her I think. Who do you want to win and why?

I had someone point out to me that I often giggle after I talk ( or during)... And because of that no one takes me seriously... This is depressing to me, as I realize I do this A LOT. I think it is more being uncomfotable, and using laughter as a huge defense mechanism. Knowing that I do this often, I wonder how many times I have lowered peoples veiw of me, an therefore not taken seriously. I know I shouldn't be so giggly, because it plays into the whole dumb blonde thing. I never ...

Truman is an outgoing guy, but a little shy of the camera... Truman checks Jaysen out~

The other day spring had decided to show itself, so Hubby and I went to the cemetary where our little girl is buried. We have not been able to get a marker yet. Hopefully we can put one in this summer. The grave had sunk in which upset me, but they will fill it this week. I guess it sink because she was buried in winter and the snow melt sinks in the ground. Now all my pictures with Jayden will be here... It is bittersweet. We love her so much.

We have a new member of our family. Yes Mr. Right and I adopted today. He has beautiful big blue eyes and short hair. Our new baby is one and a half, and very very busy. He has loves playing with toys and loves to cuddle. We picked him up from the shelter today. Truman is a sweet guy, we are excited to have him in our home. Yes he is a fine and handsome young guy! He also is a cat! Suprise! Anyone that knows me knows I am not a cat person. Truman is the exception. He is one cool cat. He ...

I think I am dying. Okay maybe not dying, But I know I am sick. Instead of being smart and going to the doctor, I keep getting sicker. I have been having random bleeding all day, from my nose, my mouth and my ears. I think this can't be good. I don't really have a cough, but when I do cough, I cough up blood. This also can not be good. Also a freaky lump keeps growing on my jaw. I am convinced I have a tumor. Not good. (although a little hypochondriac) I also keep bruising horribly, I got ask...

Latley I have been plauged...Our daughter died last November. I went in to labor to early and she did not make it. Our darling angel Jayden Lynn, went to heaven before she spent time on earth. Even though our time with our Jayden was short, she is still my daughter, and I love her dearly. My time with her is now spent at the cemetary, or thriugh the letters I write to her. We are very proud of our daughter, she was concived after a year of infertility and doctors saying We may never have chi...