I think I am dying. Okay maybe not dying, But I know I am sick. Instead of being smart and going to the doctor, I keep getting sicker. I have been having random bleeding all day, from my nose, my mouth and my ears. I think this can't be good. I don't really have a cough, but when I do cough, I cough up blood. This also can not be good. Also a freaky lump keeps growing on my jaw. I am convinced I have a tumor. Not good. (although a little hypochondriac) I also keep bruising horribly, I got asked if my husband hits me.(he doesn't). None of these things are so called "healthy"
But the Doctors office freaks me out. I have been sick for over a week, hoping I will get better, but I only get worse. Again~ Not good!
I hate going to the Dr. Because every time they have bad news. Last year it was " You have Celiac disease, there is no cure, sorry, oh by the way you may never have children because of it." I hate when you go to get somthing checked out, and the waiting for the results that tell you if you have a serious disease or nothing. Is there no in between?
Well damn I guess I will just pay the ton of money to have them run a bunch of tests to tell you nothing..... or maybe tell me I am dying... Either way I should find out.