It may be shallow, but I want to be famous. I think a big part of me is still in awe of the idea of my name in lights, camera's flashing. I know being famous can suck a lot. But I want to be the center of attention. I want to be the name on everyones tounge, if only for a day. I wish I was a model or an actress. I want to see my name in the credits, to view myself on the big screen I want to sign autographs. I want to be beautiful, to wear expensive gowns, to debut the latest fashion...

I think I am finally growing into my skin. I think lately I have been searching. Searching for myself, for direction, for who I am. I started not caring what people thought of me, which for me is a difficult thing to do. I have started living for me. I have become a bit selfish, but am actually starting to know myself. I have been changing, new friendships being formed, old friendships drifting away, and I still ask myself what the hell I am doing. I feel trapped in a shitty j...

My most favorite color in the world is pink, and I have been contemplating dying my hair pink. My only problem is as it grows out and fades it looks really stupid. Problem solved. I got a few stratigically placed pink extensions, which I absolutly LOVE. They last about 2 months at which point they either have to be tightened or cut out. Yay, I have pink hair!

This past weekend was spent at our family's cabin in Western MN. My husband and I bought fishing liscence's and for the first time in about 10 years I went fishing. It took ALL day and evening Sunday but at the end of the night at dusk I caught two sun fish. YAY!!! I threw them back into the lake, but not without taking some photos first. I think I found a new hobby, I found fishing very relaxing, and it was nice to learn somthing new from my husband and sister.

Mr Right and I are leaving to spend the next three days in our log cabin up north. I am excited to spend the weekend, boating, tubing, skiing and wakeboarding. Hopefully the weather will agree and we will come back tan and refreshed! Have a good weekend all!

It is Thursday evening and I am on day three of a migrane. I am on my break of hours of dark and silence, which seem not to help the horrible pain in my head. Any migrane tips, or tips to help dizziness and nausea would be apprecitaed. I think I may go to the ER in a few hours if it won't subside a bit. I have to go for now, the lights are killing me.

Did you know that clams do not have brains? What useless trivia do you have floating around in your head?

I was watching the Ashlee Simpson show today and low and behold who do I see? My Sister! She was security for when Ashlee was at the MOA, and they show my sister escorting her to the stage. My sister, what a star!

When you look back at your life do you remember everything, or just certian moments that stick out over others. We tend to remember moments about oursleves and others. During a eulogy, people speak of the important positive moments in our life. Marriages, Children, professional and personal acomplishments. Not all momets are positive. Are you reminded more often of the negative moments in you life? The mistakes? Do you dwell on the moments that you wish you could change, those you wish ...

Does anyone actually read my blog anymore? It seems like my regulars have droppes off, and no one really reads my blog anymore. So I am whining! What should I do to get you to read my stuff again. I guess I am just not very interesting?

I am very close to my family and love them dearly. I have been very busy and have not been able to see my family in a few weeks and I think I am going through withdrawl. First off, I love my family. We have our spats (well that is mostly just me and my sister), but i am lucky to be blessed with a good family. My mom is my best friend. I feel like I can tell her everything. And although she looks down on me somtimes,(she thinks I give up to easy) I ussually repect her opinion of me. I often...

Our new cat Thomas Jefferson had a bit of the end of a cold when we got him from the shelter. It seems he has passed it to our other cat Truman. Now Jefferson walks around sneezing, sniffiling and snorting all day. While poor Truman is sleeping more pouting and has a sneeze and some louder breathing. Now I have to spend my only day off out of ten days of work, bringing my poor kittys to the vet. I feel like a mom already!

I think I like being a girly girl. Wearing pink, wearing skirts. Curling my hair, and painting my face. I like to make my eyelashes long, tanning my skin, painting my nails. I love high high heels, adorable shoes, and a matching bag. I like my blonde hair with its sunshine streaks. I like things that sparkle, I like being a brand whore. I love shopping. But then I feel like I hate it, hate the girly girl I can be. I want to dread my hair. Pierce my eyebrow. Stop...

Today was the funeral of a good family friend, Mark Anderson. Everyone who met Mark couldn't help but like him! Mark was well known for his practical jokes and many stories were told at the service of the jokes he and his kids played on eachother. Today Mark decided to mess with us I think. At the funeral home My MIL, SIL and I were loading the car with the flowers, and we didn't get in the procession line. We were going to drive to the cemetary as soon as the flowers were loaded. ...

Latley my huband always has his ipod on. I love when I am in the other room and I hear him singing along to the songs. I can't hear the songs themselves because of the head phones, but I think it is so cute when I hear him singing along. He is so adorable, I love him to pieces.