I think I am finally growing into my skin. I think lately I have been searching.
Searching for myself, for direction, for who I am.
I started not caring what people thought of me, which for me is a difficult thing to do.
I have started living for me. I have become a bit selfish, but am actually starting to know myself.
I have been changing, new friendships being formed, old friendships drifting away, and I still ask myself what the hell I am doing.
I feel trapped in a shitty job, but am liking the person I am becoming in spite of it.
I find new meaning in songs, think deeply about senarios, over anayzing everything. I am starting to acccept all the drama that is being me.
I am not startled by the person in the mirror that stares back at me, Somehow realizing that I am the one in the mirror.
In the past I have felt distant from myself, thinking I had no control over my life. I am starting to take responsibility for my destiny.
I just hope I like what I find when I find out who I am.